I've been watching "how I met your mother" season 4, and what lily said to Ted impressed me a lot.

"You can't design your life like a building. It doesn't work that way. You just have to live it, and it will design itself. [...] Listen to what the world is telling you to do and take the leap."

Life in US is sometimes tough (don't have so many friends, different cultures, ways of socializing, food, the first time to be pregnant), and I really wanna fly back to Japan, return to the life before. But it convinced me that following luck or chance would lead me to somewhere great. Well, I have to give birth to my baby and finish my Cert. of CG anyway!